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PranaBeing blog: Yoga Sadhana and the Expansion of Consciousness
Explorers of all kinds fascinate me, especially explorers of consciousness.
I am constantly studying, reading, listening, gathering more tools, adding to my understanding and plumbing the mystery of being human.
In his book LSD and the Mind of the Universe, Christopher Bache offers this gem:
The core of the therapeutic protocol is to powerfully amplify your unconscious, allow its patterns to emerge in your awareness, and surrender completely to whatever presents itself in your experience.
Through the unrestricted engagement of your inner experience, the patterns will build in intensity until they come to a critical threshold. The same patterns will keep showing up in a variety of forms until a climax of expression is reached, some inner gestalt is consciously realized, or some reservoir of pain drained, and then they will spontaneously resolve themselves.
The energy trapped in these patterns is released, and the psyche is then free to flow into more expansive states of awareness for the remainder of the session. If this process is repeated many times, deeper patterns begin to emerge. However inscrutable these patterns may appear at the time, eventually they too can be dissolved by undefended engagement, and once they are, new worlds of experience will continue to open.
This description beautifully articulates the process of deep yogic sadhana.
Bache used LSD to “amplify the unconscious.” There is a far subtler, innate agent, inborn within every human being, which is destined to provide you with the impetus to expand your consciousness. It is prana, your own life energy.
You might be able to imagine how a person could have the types of experiences Bache describes under the influence of a drug, but most people could not fathom how this could be achieved without dramatic chemical intervention. Not only is this possible through the cultivation and awakening of prana, but the process is documented in multiple lineages of practice dating back thousands of years. An example of a person who reached this level of sadhana is my Teacher’s Teacher, Swami Kripalvanandji.
Prana functions subconsciously to sustain life. When fused with consciousness through yogic practices, it accelerates to evolutionary levels and becomes the catalyst for catharsis, release, and transformation. When there is enough energy in the system, obstructions are spontaneously brought forth to be resolved. The laws of energy determine the self-resolving dynamics of unconscious patterns. Healing—the return to wholeness—is the essence of expanding consciousness.
The role and power of prana in the process of yoga, and how to utilize prana to expand consciousness systematically, are secrets not widely known even among yoga practitioners. This was the essence of Gurudev’s discovery in the 1970 awakening experience that totally transformed his consciousness. (You can read about this in his book). The key to unlocking the power of prana is built into the Integrative Amrit Method. All practices in I AM Yoga, Yoga Nidra, and Yoga Therapy / Body Psychology are designed to re-establish our connection with prana.
Although I was gifted with a complete system by my Teachers, a methodology that can take us to the furthest reaches of mystical experience and beyond, most of the practices I teach are providing basic restoration and foundational preparations, because that is what we need.
As you learn how to dismantle your reactivity to what arises in the moment, yoga begins to rebalance your nervous system and simultaneously prepares you for the experience of encountering more deeply embedded and intense unconscious patterns. In this way yoga has immediate and multifaceted benefits: physical, physiological, emotional, mental, behavioral, relational, and spiritual. The discipline of yoga is the discipline of learning “unrestricted and undefended engagement” of both your inner and outer experience, and this is the key to health as well as enlightenment.
As a student and practitioner of yoga at any level, it is important to know that the purpose, power, and potential of yoga is nothing less than full Self realization and total liberation from self-caused suffering. If you don’t know where you are going, how will you ever arrive?
The first step is to begin to recognize who you are (the I AM, the consciousness) as distinct from who you think you are (the mind-made sense of separate self). Yoga provides dependable experiments to verify experientially and progressively deepen your knowing of Self as I AM.
The next step is to gather and amplify the life energy within your bodymind system. It is rare to find individuals who can tolerate elevated energy levels and maintain steadiness of mind. Stress, excessive nervous system stimulation, and toxicity are factors that pose challenges to cultivating and sustaining energy levels sufficient to ignite the deeper process of accelerated growth. Prana is the fuel for expansion of consciousness. If energy is constantly engaged with external stimuli and consumed by conflict-creating thoughts, we cannot reach a baseline threshold of power needed to move from survival-level consciousness toward higher creative and evolutionary functions. Moreover, every living being on Earth is immersed in increasing levels of environmental toxicity. We have yet to fully understand the real impact of this on our evolution (let alone our survival).
Luckily for us, we cannot avoid the process of consciousness expansion, no matter how unconscious or distracted we may become. Life is one energy. Energy moves in a self-balancing process, where degeneration can be seen as a precursor to evolutionary reorganization.
Transformation happens the moment sufficient energy and consciousness are available, and to the exact extent they are available. So even when you are working at the most basic levels, you are evolving. You are preparing the ground from which you will eventually leap.
Life itself appears to be bringing us to a critical threshold that is amplifying our collective unconsciousness. This may ignite transformation in ways we cannot predict.
The seeds of awakening are dormant within you. What will you do to nurture those seeds?
PranaBeing blog: Show up
This summer I spent 113 days riding a bicycle around the Rocky Mountains. And I do mean around. You can check out my Facebook feed to read about the journey. I spent the first five months of the year helping my mom through a severe health crisis.
Sometimes we have a choice as to whether to show up, and sometimes we don’t.
Sometimes we’re just in it.
The challenge we are facing might be the obvious result of our own choice—as in my case with the bike adventure—or it could be a culmination of unknown variables resulting in a dire and non-negotiable situation, as with my mom.
Some things I learned over the last few months:
The choice in any given moment is to show up or give up.
Even if we give up, the experience at hand will still play out (i.e. have its way with us). This means giving up does not guarantee escape.
We don’t have to be perfect, happy, have our shit together, or be superlative in any way in order to show up.
When we choose to show up, something happens. Life responds, inside and outside.
We can give in and show up. Surrender is not the same as giving up. Sometimes giving in is the only way we can show up.
Showing up is the opposite of avoidance. With practice, tools, and support, showing up can teach us how to stop disassociating in the face of things that scare us. As we explore in the practice of asana (postures), showing up is coming to your edge. Breathing there. Not backing away; not pushing.
The breakthrough can only happen if you show up.
In my experience, when we show up, the breakthrough will happen. It’s only a matter of time.